extreme beastiality

Hi everyone

This is my Story about me.
At first apologize for my bad english. I'm from Germany.

I was 15/16 years old as i found something about Zoophilia. Well, I was young and intreserted in it. It was very exciting for me. And i liked dogs ever. But as I was 17 years old, i made a bad experience with dogs. My parents and me visit my aunt. She had a german Shepard. He was badly brought up. We parked the car behind the house and enterd over the garden. I think because i was smaller than my parents, the dog run to me und get on his bag feet and stand behind me … put his theeth on my bag neck and growled. But - god thanks - nothing other happend. They brought him down.

Since that, yeah well, i'm a bit scarred of dogs. No matter if they are small or tall. Even i like dogs. Of course i know other friendly and lovely dogs of firends of my parents i played with. But the scare is sincs this everytime when i'm next to a dog.

I ever wanted a dog. Since i can remember. But my parents were against that. I see a dog as the best friend. Someone who is everytime there for you. He cares for you and you care for him. It's a really complicated situation. And well, yeah … sometimes I think and dream about to have a dog. I would care for him, go for a walk. I would be his best friend and he would be my best friend. And because of the experience of Zooophilia, yeah … it's a bit agonizing for me … but yes, I would like to give him some more love as normal

I think you know what I mean I'm bashful about talking about this.

That's all just imagination … unfortunately … but i think in this Forum i can find some information and good friends - i hope so.

At least, again sorry for my bad English.

I hope you can understand.