adult incest

My Aunt is now 42 and for years I have lusted for her. When I was 16 I expressed my curiosity with her and she promptly turned me down, at the time I was fairly pissed and let down. Now that a bit of time has passed ( 2 years ) I understand her lack of interest. My question is should I push for something to happen? I have wanted to feel her sweet lips around my dick so many times. Any advice?
Also so if any one is interested in role playing, (father/bother/uncle/aunt/mother/sister) please email me at c h a o s k i n g 2 0 2 @ y a h o o . com with out the spaces.